Blackout.

I wish I knew how to keep a conversation going.
I wish I knew everything about you.
I wish I could be perfect.
I wish I had a normal, happy family.
I wish I could keep you happy.
I wish I could always have a smile on.
I wish I could change my past.
I wish I could make you see that you're not pathetic.
I wish I could always be with you.


The list goes on. Those were just on the top of my head. I just want to be perfect, for you.